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esok exam final utk block neurology n behaviour science..
merangkap exam last utk semester 5..
rasa penat smpi skapula rasa nak tercabut.. hoh0~
just hope n pray for the best..
go0d luck utk semua generasi 08'
'do the best', bak kata dr wani.. hehe..

blok sakit jiwa

bagi yg belum tahu, skrg ni gua(bajet ganas la pakai gua.haha)tgh belajar blok 22-neurology n behaviour science.. humm, such a tough block..sedar x sedar dah 21 modul berjaya dikhatamkan.. tgk ketebalan modul yg mcm yelllow pages tu pn boleh agak kan.. tahap kesukarannya.. in this block, we learned so many topics such as:

- psychiatry
- neurology
- pharmacology
- pediatric
- pathology
- radiology
- surgery
- microbiology
- clinical pathology

3 main subject: psyc, neuro n pharmaco..

utk psychiatry mcm biasa la.learn about masalah kejiwaan.. perihal org2 sakit jiwa,.alzheimer, scizophrenia, n byk lagi.. its a tough subject, but im kinda like it.. tp sbb terlalu byk, sometimes makes me confuse to differentiate one n another disease..

the next killer subject is neuro.. kalau sem 2, blajar physiology n anatomy serta histology bagi otak2 n sistem saraf.. now pasal pathology plak.. mmg la sangat byk penyakit2 saraf ni rupenye.. daripada degenerative disease, kpd movement disorder, kpd masalah spinal cord, dan byk2 lagi(terus rasa mcm x sanggup nak further specialist neuro..hohoh0).. kalau nak senaraikan almost 50 disease yg kne kuasai..Allah yusahhil~..

utk pharmaco plak, drugs nye sgt2 la byk..antipsikotik,antianxietas, neurotropic n neurotonic,anticonvulsion, antiparkinson..n byk lg drugs2 utk each disease.. tenang bad. tenang.. huhu..

notes prof jos yg berselirat, xtau nak start dari mne ni..haih~


belum masuk subject lain lg, walaupun bahan utk subject lain x sebanyak 3 diatas, kne cover kesemuanya sbb exam integrated, so, xleh tggl 1 pn..huhu..(F.Y.I, exam hari jumaat nnt.. harap2 semua berjalan lancar, dipermudahkan usaha kami..)

ok, sila abaikan gambar kesakitan kejiwaan ini.. ngeh3

tp tu la lumrah student medic, jgn salahkan waktu yg x sempat, waktu ckup 24/7 utk semua org, so, kne pandai2 la nak bagi2 masa kan(wlupun aku byk tido je,haha).. doakan aku lulus block ni ye sahabat2 sekalian.. inshaallah, ill do my very best,.. akan ku doakan kejayaan kalian jgk.. aminnn...

ok, gua nak smbung study balik.. ALL THE BEST UTK BLOCK TERAKHIR DLM SEM 5 ni.. chaiyyok2..jgn dok chaiyyak plak..study la wey!!!..ok full stop..

last but not least.. *nak promote meja study gua la..hehe*

NEW ENTRY

setelah sekian lame x menghupdate,. tergerak jgk hati utk update..
bkn ape, ble bce2 blog org, rse eager nak write n share something.. bkn la hebat sgt life aku utk di share kan dgn korg semua,. cuma, kdg2 rasa nak share je.. *haha.. i just lost my word*..

ok, straight to the point..
my facebook account dah selamat di deactivate kan..
so, apa2 hal boleh contact kt YM> fontragordo@yahoo.co.nz or just simply follow my twitter > @BardiyuzZz
hmm, the reason why aku deactivate? biarlah rahsia,. i just need space for myself.. something that i rather not sharing with other.. inshaallah, kalau ada masa aku bkk balik facebook,.. dont miss me ya..

my life..
same like b4..
its just byk perkara lately yg buat aku sedar..
xde la byk sgt.. cuma, aku perasan dlm masa hampir 2 tahun stgh di jakarta.. aku dah byk berubah.. hmm, mcm2 benda yg waktu di zaman sekolah or matrik, aku x buat, kt sni buat.. x kire la baik atau buruk.. (no need to mention here la).. so, aku rasa pntg jgk utk back to basic.. hurmm.. nnt aku smbung cerita psl life kt sni.. myb im still the 'happy-go-lucky' person. yet still mencari hala tuju yg benar...
byk penghalang utk berjaya,..tp byk jgk org sekeliling yg care psl aku..(terima kasih anda semua)

sometimes i miss the old 'Bad'... that always smile dgn penuh keikhlasan.. i wonder if for now, its all just fake..

harap2 ni satu titik tolak utk aku mencari arah tuju yg lebih benar..

p/s: i miss all of my friends... expecially Q~ (qeu kalau hang baca ni, sila menangis..ehehhe..nnt aku akan wat entry psl hang plak ok.. =) )